Can somebody describe this part of me?

no,its not really strange,its diffrent,but not strage,i sometimes feel the same way,its ok,maybee you just need to find a guy to love,becuase maybe your appoligizing to objects becuase you want them to love you and not hate you, so maybe if you find a guy,your love will be allll used,does that sound right? Good luck kid!Be who you wanna be,Somebody loves you out there!